3/26/2023 0 Comments I dont sleep anymoreI don’t know why it’s so hard to just socialize and talk and be nice to people without feeling weird about it, or feeling like someone hates forever you after you even after a little argument. I’ve basically shut out all my friends since I dropped out of school and none of them really text me anyways so I felt like they didn’t wanna hear from me or felt that I was annoying or something because I really have never been good at socializing or picking up social cues and I feel like I didn’t belong. Dont Sleep Anymore Lyrics: CANT REMEMBER / WHAT WERE TAKING / CANT REMEMBER / WHO WERE BREAKING / IF LIFE IS BUT A DREAM / WE MADE IT / OH IM JUST. I just feel like i annoy the shit out of everyone because I get too excited to see people and I don’t think they like it very much. We all do things that others may not like or find particularly ‘appealing,’ but if there are. It’s getting so bad to the point where I can’t talk to people without shutting down completely and I haven’t been able to say no without feeling bad or guilty. If his party dance used to get you all hot and bothered and now you vomit a little in your throat every time he starts to boogie, then that’s a sign you don’t want to be with him anymore. the medication they’ve prescribed me isn’t working. I’ve had anxiety and attachment issues basically my entire life plus I’m autistic but in the last year or so it’s been getting a lot worse due to recent stuff thats happened (my grandfather passing away, my grandma moving out, my mom getting job and not being around as ofteb) and it isn’t improving at all. the point I didnt even need to look at the book anymore and then say the good nights. I’ve been shaking alot more and it’s been really hard to sleep. You wait to see if they go back to sleep, and then if they dont. Recently my anxiety has been really bad and I don’t know how to handle it. Update for all my videos bc most r outdated hehemy social medias areInstagram: emmanooodleSpam Instagram: fairytiddysTik Tok: emmanooodleTwitter: emmanoodle.
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